Today -- 31 Jul'09

The past few weeks, have been really mixed for me. With all the feelings flowing in - all at the same time made me and my life go haywire, in the process of developing my so called self-emote, I went back to my cocoon, to go, sit back and think my life over.
Did I really needed to be sad? Did I really needed to be frustrated and pained about stuff, which dint matter and touch me? Do I have to take everything on me? Did I really needed to be upset about a future which had not yet come, and let the days just pass by....
Sometimes you are fed up, playing parts to your securely divided life.
How many parts do you have to play in a single day..?? Knowing that its a pressure, still you are expected to carry each part with vigor. Is it even necessary..?? Or Is it that difficult to be playing what you actually are..??

Cant we just live the life as we are, Why is it that even before you are born, frames are already set which you are expected to follow. And we unconsciously keep on doing that very stuff and the we realise is when we are already a slave of the system we have started to hate.

If you think of this world as a place intended simply for our happiness, youfind it quite intolerable; think of it as a place of training and correction and it's not so bad.

- CS Lewis

Is there a way out then..?? Can the things come back to normal..?? Can the life be back on the track we intend it to be on..

I wish I get my answers soon...